TODAY IS MY FREAKIN BIRTHDAY!! WOOHOO

on other news i got kidknaped last night (technically ealy this morning) in my pjs.. no socks shoes or bra :( and i was taken to papa ginos  :( and i cuddled with griffin :) awww yeah

Gahhhh my oh my i cant get away from this him! now griffin works at papa ginos with me but at least he is a delivery driver. Now every day i gat a call asking when im working next... All i want is some space so i can get rid of my fixation on the kid! or at least meet someone new.. which i did but we encountered some problems. Hes really hot and im not, hes REALLY preppy and im REALLY not. For some unknown reason he wanted to hook up with meand hey the kid is GORGEOUS so i was all for it, but one day came along where i went to go visit him at his work and lets just say i wasnt looking my best..now ever since then hes all "well i dont want a girlfriend so i dont want to lead her on" Umm HELLO? did i sayy i wanted a boyfriend? no! after the last attachment i had i dotn think im going to be wanting a boyfriend. (yes the wonderful bill manly i was head over heals for crying everytime he went back to serving the country had been sleeping around with more girls i can count on one hand all while he was telling me he loved me!) yes yes yes i love my life and i feel gross and uggy (aka ugly).. I am a GRUMP.. haha i have a funny music selection today

I have a really good friend.. who happens to be a guy.. and who i happen to have the BIGGEST thing for. I havent hung out with him in the longest time so last night when i was talking to him, i got very excited because we finally made plans to hang out and see land of the dead after  he picked me up from my shithole job. I was planning on sleeping in but was interrupted by a distressed friend and then my mother at 6AM looking for a gaddamn hairbrush. AT 9 this friend calls me after picking up his car and asks me if i want a ride to work so i didnt have to walk. OF COURSE I WANT A FUCKING RIDE. he told me hed be there at 1:30. FUCKING 1:20 IN THE GODDAMN AFTERNOON he calls to tell me his friend is going to pittsburg TOMORROW and hes going to hang out with him, meaning im fucked for a ride. and when did he find out about his friend? 12 FUCKING O'CLOCK. tell me how the hell am i going to make it 3 miles to work in 40 mn when im not even ready yet not to mention i can now sit in my house all alone now that im out of work SWEET!.

ALL GUYS SUCK AND ARE PROVING TO BE BIGGER ASSHOLES EVERYDAY.