Having a life is overrated

cowcherry @ 2005-09-18T02:57:00

2005-09-18T06:57:36Z

Im sitting on babies right now... its 3am.. and i think im going to kill myself

dumb bitches

2005-09-01T20:21:43Z

i forgot to tell everyoone about this but i feel it necessary.. about 2 mayhbe 3 weeks ago... i got drunk with griffin and decided to go to ryans little party (which turned out to freakin huge) and little miss liz was there. (for those of you who dont know she is griffin's dumb shit talking ex girlfriend) and she always said she anted to fight me so i gave her her chance.. i ran outside ryans house and went up to her and told he she better run or i was going to "fucking kill her" becasue she is a dumb bitch. i care about griffin.. alot.. more than he knows and i dont care about alot of people but for some reason i care about him and she just talks to him so she can keep him wrapped around her little finger. she guilts him so he "feels bad for" but honestly i feel bad for him becasue he is the one getting manipulated.. then he asks me why i have such a problem with them being friends.. but i dont havre a problem with ex's eing friends.. im all for it but this isnt friendly.. she fucking tells him not to talk to me.. wtf.. yeah im the one who has a problem with him being friends with people.. i swear to god if i see her i will fucking kill her. but at least now that she met me she is scared of me because "im talland muscular" dumb whore

cowcherry @ 2005-08-28T09:05:00

2005-08-28T13:07:52Z

TODAY IS MY FREAKIN BIRTHDAY!! WOOHOO

on other news i got kidknaped last night (technically ealy this morning) in my pjs.. no socks shoes or bra :( and i was taken to papa ginos :( and i cuddled with griffin :) awww yeah

POO ON YOU!!

2005-08-06T01:29:57Z

Gahhhh my oh my i cant get away from this him! now griffin works at papa ginos with me but at least he is a delivery driver. Now every day i gat a call asking when im working next... All i want is some space so i can get rid of my fixation on the kid! or at least meet someone new.. which i did but we encountered some problems. Hes really hot and im not, hes REALLY preppy and im REALLY not. For some unknown reason he wanted to hook up with meand hey the kid is GORGEOUS so i was all for it, but one day came along where i went to go visit him at his work and lets just say i wasnt looking my best..now ever since then hes all "well i dont want a girlfriend so i dont want to lead her on" Umm HELLO? did i sayy i wanted a boyfriend? no! after the last attachment i had i dotn think im going to be wanting a boyfriend. (yes the wonderful bill manly i was head over heals for crying everytime he went back to serving the country had been sleeping around with more girls i can count on one hand all while he was telling me he loved me!) yes yes yes i love my life and i feel gross and uggy (aka ugly).. I am a GRUMP.. haha i have a funny music selection today

SOBER BEER PONG

2005-07-14T23:43:10Z

Ok lets see.. my life has been soo fun lately... get up work go out for 2 hours sleep REPEAT. The past few nights my friend Ryan has been having parties and since i dont usually drink anymore its.... SOBER BEER PONG!!!! yeah wicked lame. I was supposed to go with Griffin to the first one but hey he decided to take his ex girlfriend instead.. And the 2nd one was fine until... griffin picked up his ex girlfriend who was by the way allll over him every tiem i would happen to glance over. He claims to like me but he has a great way of showing it and what can i say i am a very jealous person. The third party ryan threw i could only stay an hour and a half and in that time griffin got drunk... too bad all i need to do is get a few in him and THEN he is affectionate (cant spell) he didnt want me to go and was holding on to me and decided to kiss me.. THE FUN JUST KEEPS COMMING! I thankfully am not going to go to this party tongiht becasue strub hates his life and wants to drink which results in him not wanting to drive me home. oh god i hate my life

cowcherry @ 2005-07-01T18:56:00

2005-07-01T23:03:57Z

DUMB DUMB cassie hooked up with griffin again.... WHY the hell do i like him so much its retarded. I have now been working at papa gino's for three weeks and it is by far the most retarded job. i hate working so much. i thankfully like the people i work with but they are all leaving. i need a car so i can travel to another job where i dont see people from my town. Dedham disgusts me......

Hmmmmm oh yeah i went to the reel big fish show at the palladium... yeah i dont know if i spelled that right. it was fuxking awesome and i got the shit beat out of myself which was even cooler. then i asked the singer to have my babies.. yeah i know wicked weird question..... he said sure and signed a dollar bill that said give me babies.. so farking fun :)

cowcherry @ 2005-06-24T17:57:00

2005-06-24T21:58:24Z

True people do think im a skater

ALL guys suck

2005-06-24T21:45:20Z

I have a really good friend.. who happens to be a guy.. and who i happen to have the BIGGEST thing for. I havent hung out with him in the longest time so last night when i was talking to him, i got very excited because we finally made plans to hang out and see land of the dead after he picked me up from my shithole job. I was planning on sleeping in but was interrupted by a distressed friend and then my mother at 6AM looking for a gaddamn hairbrush. AT 9 this friend calls me after picking up his car and asks me if i want a ride to work so i didnt have to walk. OF COURSE I WANT A FUCKING RIDE. he told me hed be there at 1:30. FUCKING 1:20 IN THE GODDAMN AFTERNOON he calls to tell me his friend is going to pittsburg TOMORROW and hes going to hang out with him, meaning im fucked for a ride. and when did he find out about his friend? 12 FUCKING O'CLOCK. tell me how the hell am i going to make it 3 miles to work in 40 mn when im not even ready yet not to mention i can now sit in my house all alone now that im out of work SWEET!.

ALL GUYS SUCK AND ARE PROVING TO BE BIGGER ASSHOLES EVERYDAY.

NO MORE DEDHAM HIGH

2005-05-29T13:38:34Z

Im going to ramble on once again and pretend people actually read this thing.. Blah Blah OMG im graduating.. I didnt think i would but i am thanks to a certain english teacher. I-<3-LaFlamme! oh man it feels good to be out. I will miss about 3 people and I could go a 1000 years with out seeing the rest of them and that would still be too soon. IM FRICKIN FREE

Die

2005-05-26T17:28:59Z

Im going to beat bill with a baseball bat and pull a Loraina Bobbit and castrate him. I dont take that shit

Beers beers beers

2005-04-24T15:55:00Z

Well lets see.. Bill came home from Iraq for like 2 weeks and i spent alot of time with him.. now hes gone again :( other than that my life is boring and i have nothing good going on.. which is actually a good thing. 2 nights agao i want to a random party in Frammingham and before that i saw people i didnt really want to see, but hey i got paid to hit some kid i used to hook up with.. I got 5 bucks for it.. Last night me and sam went out had a few beers and went to a bar with her sister and her friend.. I found it awkward that im 17 and i got pretty tipsy in a bar.. Oh man i cant wait to be 21

BLAHHH

2005-04-05T20:42:52Z

YEAH 26 days of school left!! that means i get to work full time but leave all the crap in my past and spend my remaining time with those i actually like. Other than that im like in love with my best friend and I hate it. Every time I hang out with him I have so much fun and just want to be more... WHY CANT LIFE BE SIMPLE?!?!

bahh

2005-03-15T01:27:07Z

i hate my life... its so unproductive.. guys all suck.. schools almost over.. the army awaits me, AND DEDHAM WILL BE LEFT BEHIND!!!! MUAHHAHAHAHAHA yeah suck it

pooo

2005-01-24T22:09:23Z

well after i had a fun time dealing with all the shit thats been going on i started feeling pain in my eyes... so i go to the doctors and have.... dun dun dun.. mono!! yay funn.. was the worst feeling in the world i couldnt swallow and i was tired and on top of that i had a sinus infection... i love life and i missed 9 days of school right before the end of the term.. soo hopefully ill pass :-/ who knows.. later days kidds

I love rape

2004-12-21T20:59:34Z

Just to let everyone know, Rich McGinn, Pat Wright, Joe Dorhty, and some ugly spanish kid named carlos will die by an aluminum bat in my hands.

I spent 7 hours in the hosp :(

2004-12-20T22:53:47Z

this has been the worst weekend of my life... The world is full of scumbags.. Everyone sucks, i wish i could erase the past.. FUCK YOU ALL

muahahha

2004-12-04T04:39:38Z

hahah been a lonngg assss time.. my computer is broked and i miss you all so much! hahah right i should be back soon so dont cry please!

cowcherry @ 2004-10-27T15:19:00

2004-10-27T19:30:08Z

Every one hates when other people assume things, so if you hate it so much, why do you do it yourself?

I personally hate it more than anything else, if im told something, i dont jump to conclusions, if you ask people rather that assuming things it makes things much nicer and easier for everyone.

If someone tells you someone is talking shit, instead of gettin mad, why not try and ask the person that is supposidly talking shit? cause most likely they didnt say anything bad at all.

secondly, if your mad at someone, dont deny the fact you are pissed and just ignore the perosn and not look at them, why not reason things out?

People never cease to amaze me with thier stupidity, makes me for a very happy person, and you all wonder why i am so bitchy :)

cowcherry @ 2004-10-24T19:07:00

2004-10-24T23:38:53Z

My weekend was uneventful, OBVIOUSLY Dedham lost the football game, but I didnt cheer because my back was hurting.. blahblahblah.

FIRSTS:
First best friend: Colleen 4years old to the present day
First real kiss: 4th grade hydepark Muni camp (for poor kids) on the bus Richard Ruiz
First break-up: ditto to above
First screen name: xcassie87x made up by Dana
First funeral: Grampa 5yrs old :(
First pets: Sasquatch and Chessie
First piercing/tattoo: ears
First enemy: 2nd grade some kid russel, he smelled bad so i didnt like him
First big trip: DISNEYWORLD!!
First musician you remember hearing: NewKidsOnTheBlock and Patsy Clien

LASTS:
Last car ride: 20mn ago To CVS
Last kiss: Either Kyle or Some kid Ben from Needham
Last good cry: That doesnt happen, they are never good

Last movie seen: Last 10mn of Fridaynight Lights
Last beverage drank: orange juice
Last food consumed: Almond-joy
Last crush: um
Last phone call: To CVS rapid refill.. The computer was very friendly
Last time showered: This morning because some days i like to be clean and sanitary
Last shoes worn: My black VANS DURRR
Last song played: some song i dont remember
Last item bought: Nylon socks
Last annoyance: My mom bitching about how she wants to go to bed
Last disappointment: went to a buffet today & they didnt have strawberrytopping for waffels
Last time wanting to die: Friday evening while with the cheerleaders waiting for the bus
Last time scolded: Every 10mns
Last shirt worn: I dont wear clothes
Last website visited: Stmaryslifeteen.com (dont even ask)

Abortion?: PROCHOICE BITCH!! SUCKIT BUSH
Prostitution?: Get paid for sex, sure why not if you want
Alcohol?: Makes me happy when I have it
Marijuana?: I have never smoked ever, in my life, i swear
Other drugs?: We arent gonna go there
Gay marriage?: totally
Illegal immigrants?: Suuure why not we have enough problems here anyway
Smoking?: OHHH sweet tobacco <3 Marlboro reds
Drunk driving?: You have to be a fucking retared
Cloning?: Sure
Racism?: dont get me started.. Love it when your racist but you wont admit it, fucktards.
Premarital sex: Who does that? sluts you all are
Religion?: you can waste your time if you want to, im not gonna hold it against you
Bush?: FUCK THAT MOTHER FUCKER you DIEEEE
Downloading music?: meh
The legal drinking age?: If I can get it anyways why woudl I care what it is
Porn?: I LOVE PORN HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA......
Suicide?: yes, sounds delightful

cowcherry @ 2004-10-21T14:38:00

2004-10-21T19:02:43Z

AHH yes, if you know me well, you know I love the RedSox with all my little heart. game 7 was amazing. Johnny Damon finally did something, and what a something that was, 2 homers resulting in a total of 6 points, honestly johnny damon is ugly and looks like a cave man with or with out long hair this is very obvious.. but proved yet again to be a great player. David Ortiz is still clearly the man he scored as well, and the suprise underdog of this series, especially the last 2 games was Mark Bellhorn who despite the awkward eye..is adorkable :).. Curt Schilling is a hero, you have to have heart to pitch with a fucked up ankle that bleeds through your sock. Hopefully Lowe, Martinez, and Varitek come back to the sox next year, they are now.. sniff sniff, free agents.

Now my anger, Stepdaddy has tickets to the world series and wont be here to go to game 6 or 7 if there is a need for them, but now instead of giving them to his one and only daughter, hes selling them :( he better be buying me a new car to make up for it. CANT WAIT FOR SATURDAYS GAME!!!

SINGING IN THE RAIN

2004-10-19T22:24:21Z

Im singin in the rain.. Just singin in the rain

What a glorious feeling.. And Im happy again

Im laughing at clouds.. So dark up above

The suns in my heart..And Im ready for love

Let the stormy clouds chase.. Everyone from the place

Come on with the rain..I have a smile on my face

Ill walk down the lane.. With a happy refrain

Just singin, singin in the rain.

Du Du Du Du Du Du Du Du Du

I find this hilarious that the only thing that can ever make me happy for sure is Clockwork Orange.. A bit of the old ultra violence.. I am a very angry person in general so watching this movie gets me in a jolly good mood.

School makes me want to stab myself in the neck.. so nice, everyone is so fake right to your face.. you dont like me, tell me, I wont get mad in fact I might just have a little more respect for you.

<3eXOh

cowcherry @ 2004-10-17T09:37:00

2004-10-17T13:38:42Z

AHHHHH I HATE THE REDSOX!! THEY ARE MAKING ME GO NUTS!!!!!!! i dont wanna go to school tomorrow :(

cowcherry @ 2004-10-16T20:33:00

2004-10-17T00:40:32Z

I SUCK AT LIFE SHANA

Gone to iraq

2004-10-13T18:53:50Z

I miss Bill so much.. I missed him a whole bunch when he left for WA but now hes going to iraq tonight. Im going to call him in a few mn and say my goodbyes again :( i love him so much..

YANKEES SUCK!!!

cowcherry @ 2004-10-10T14:11:00

2004-10-10T18:19:58Z

To show you all how retarded I am... I JUST figured out how to do all the cool things you all do..